Thursday, January 26, 2012

Me+ Weight loss = not going to happen

Hey there!
So as you can read, Me+Weight loss = never going to happen. What I mean by this, is that many young boys and girls want to loss weight, even though they are stunning, and you would kill for their body. When I look in the mirror, I see fat. Fat arms, fat legs, fat face, fat everything. I really don't enjoy looking at my body either with cloths or without. I really want a body like Alecia Beth Moor a.k.a P!nk. I really love her body, its absolutely gorgeous. I have tryed a lot of times to get in shape, but my body figure is the type with big hips, and when I eat like only one single piece of chocolate, I get fat.
But when I work out and stuff, I do loss weight. But if i only eat one fucking single piece of chocolate, it turns into fat just like BAAM!!
I really don't feel good about my body.

For instens, today. His boy picked me up, and as I got down again, I felt so fat, and now I'm worried that he's gonna talk about how fucking heavy I am to other peeps. Therefore I never let people pick/lift me up, and I never sit on peeps laps or something like that.
Right now I weigh 57kg. I used to weigh 55kg. I'm really sad about my weight. I want to lose 7kg.s even though, if I do that, I'll be underweight. Right now losing those 7kg.s is a must for me. I want to get thin/slim. I don't want to worry about peeps picking me up, or sitting on others laps.

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